Here goes my 'not first' post. Yes! I admit- I have made and deleted several blog pages before this thinking I am not good enough! Imposter Syndrome or truth?! Guess only time will tell. The reason I feel like things will be different this time is that I think I am different. The past year has taught me that life is too short to care too much about what people will think of me. (I know this definitely classifies as the 2 Cs- Cliché and Cringe!) I will write because I want to. For myself and if people can relate then great. If not, that's okay too. This is probably one of my biggest steps to testing how well I have learned to put myself first. It’s the end of the year. I am choosing to spend time with myself. Never thought I would live to see the day when I make such a choice. Haha here we are though. I wonder if I will ever get over not feeling guilty for choosing me time. For not making everyone happy. For just being the person I am. ...